Hey Guys,
If anyone still reads this blog or is interested in my life after WoW, I am blogging about motorbiking and karate and soon to be snowboarding as well 
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I don’t really know what else to say except thanks to everyone and to all the friends I made through my blog and in game. I am cancelling my subscription tonight again. This has not been the first time this has happened, but I don’t honestly see us taking it back up at any point again.
This time feels more final to me.
I honestly don’t have the time to play anymore, and my life only seems to get more busy as each week goes along.
I will still be around the internet though – you can find me on twitter @dragonray as I will likely delete my @azerothianlife twitter. You can also find me at Facebook – message me if you want to add me and I will send you the profile link. I will leave this blog here, so you can contact me via the methods available here.
There are some people – I am sure you know who you are – that mean the world to me and I appreciate everything you have done for me!
Good luck fighting the beasties guys!!! Have a great time in game and remember life is always more important than a virtual world.
/ farewell
Into a cave somewhere in the swamp of sorrows to hide from people and the world in general.
Since I last posted my world has been turned upside down again, and so I have basically not been able to get online – nor have I even had the inclination in all honesty.
This is a very long post but I wanted it here as a reminder of my WoW life. Feel free to have a gander.
So, after some pretty heavy recruiting, we managed to get the last few spaces filled in what will hopefully be our core team for raiding.
As it stands though, I have 2 more people that need to start getting focused on their gear, with another 2 at just below the 460 point and the rest of us in full 463 gear.
Not too bad, however I had hoped that we would have been raiding by now. The plan is now hopeful for Wednesday and at that point, I will start recruiting over those not ready. It has been well and truly long enough for everyone to get geared and ready, if the GM can level an entirely new toon and be ready I will not believe that other people cannot do 5 levels and gear in the same amount of time. To me that shows a distinct lack of dedication to the progression focus we want to have.
I don’t want to be server first and beating other guilds etc, but I don’t want to be waiting around for months before we set foot in there either. I do want us to be ready so go in, do well and lay some smackdown. A friend GM from another guild was telling me about their attempts in MV and I was amazed – they have a raid tested and proven raid team and they are dealing with laziness, how in hell will we do. We have a largely untested raid team – all seemingly good players in heroics and in LFR – aside from me – so how will we go as a group.
This is one of the reasons I want to get in there ASAP, if people can’t handle it, I want to know sooner rather than later. I want to make sure we get the best group we can. I want to be like the Frosties (who i miss immensely) and be getting heroic final boss kills for mounts and achievements. I don’t want to be scraping for kills an xpac later.
Small things weighing on my mind huh ?!??
In other news though, the guild is a smidge off getting to level 25!! When I logged off last night it was 82% through level 24, so it may even happen today if we are lucky.
I have done no pet battles, in fact the idea of having to level my actual pets makes me want to cry. As far as I can tell, and I have been so focused on raiding plans I have ignored reading everything else, I have to move my pets to areas of the same level…but really…effort – not something I have at the moment with that
Dailies. Yes I have been Mrs Slack when it comes to those little buggers! I was diligent the first few days and did ALL of them, but now…I am just not even doing any – mainly because I am trying to get heroics happening to get people gear, and doing runs for people as well. I spent a couple of hours last night chasing the Lorewalkers thing instead of doing “important” dailies :p But I now have a cloud to fly around on!! I shall probably seriously start my dailies again this week. Maybe. … possibly.
I also got over my fear of starting a PUG group and organised one for Sha of Anger. Well really i just invited a bunch of people who then took over and I really couldn’t be bothered arguing. But hey, I started it instead of not…so kudos to me I was a little mortified when they started booted everyone below 90 and abusing them for being moochers and they should be leveling instead of trying to get loot off raid bosses.
Sorry for the long post and no pictures but wrap your arms around yourself and have a free hug from me – if you made it this far you deserve it!
I am sort of missing in action at the moment as I am just having so many issues going on in my RL I can’t spare the time or the motivation to blog. Although I have a fair few posts I could write about all the things happening at the moment, I just can’t find the energy.
Life sometimes beats you down so much that you can barely find the will to stand, we have all experienced it at some point. We all deal with (or not as the case may be) it differently and have very different coping starts. However I am way beyond the ability to cope with everything at the moment.
I still love blogging, and I love my WoW, I love my readers and my commenters and everything the blogosphere has brought into my life this year, but unfortunately it does not solve the real life issues that crop up and so my focus is now on other aspects of my life. What is pathetically horrible is that all it boils down to is my inability to find a job. I am not unemployed at the moment, but I am not in a job that suits – aside from me travelling for just over 2.5 hours to get to work each way, I am working with my parents which brings a whole swag of issues, plus the huge pay cut I took doing it to help out when my mum had her nervous breakdown thinking – stupidly as it turns out – that I could get another job with a snap of the fingers, I spend most days bored out of my mind because I complete things 3 times faster than my mum does.
Anyone who has been job hunting or constantly rejected knows how horrible it can feel, and after 18 months of not even having one interview and redesigning my resume over 5 times, I am in a very bad mental place where I cannot hope to even be a good blogger – not that I was ever good per se. I do not want my feelings to spill over into my wow life and so I will still be reading your posts and looking up blogs, but you will not likely see me comment much because I just don’t have the capacity right now. Job hunting in NSW as well as VIC is going to take its toll on me and I cannot think of anything worse than making harsh or snippy comments and risking friendships because I am grumpy.
I am not sure when I will be back blogging again, it may never happen, but for those who want to add me and chat in game Dragonray 1445 is my battle tag. I am still in game fairly often so more than happy to have a chinwag with people.
I was doing a quest the other night and I found myself completely devasted by it. I felt awful. I was excited to find a tauren camp, I thought Navi would be excited to see others of her kind. Then this unfolded and I was welling up. For whatever reason this reminded me of a post I read – ages and ages ago – I want to say it was Akabeko that wrote it, but honestly I can’t say that. However the post was about the end of their days and I actually cried when I read it. Like a baby I balled my eyes out – and I commented as much if I recall – I will see if I can find it again…
I wasn’t balling like a baby, but this really moved me. (Behind a cut as some people may consider it spoilerish – piccies only)
I am currently sitting midway into level 87 and I will honestly say – hand on heart – I am sick of levelling already. It feels long. Really long this time. I normally don’t mind questing, but I am finding it particularly frustrating this time around.
My very quick reasons for this – is the maps are confusing and quests are spread out all over the place. I have felt as if I have spent all day running back and forth for like 2 quests, or you find a random in a forest who has 3 quests but had you not walked past him you wouldn’t have known they were there. I would prefer you have a map with one city in the middle and some dude hands you out 50 quests all at once, then I can just go around the map and do them in some semblence of order. Yes – I want order!
The second issue I am having is being unable to find ways to get into quest hubs, yesterday I spent 30 minutes riding around an entire map to find an entrance that was on my map, but not when I got there. It has happened multiple times. Yes I know it is not Blizz’s fault because I get lost, but if we sued the above solution, I wouldn’t be annoyed about it ! :p
See, very quick negatives, onto the other things!
I have run both available dungeons :
First time I ran it I got locked out of one of the boss fights because the tank ran in like a looney – although that seemed to be a theme with the runs I went on today (5 – if memory severs me correctly). I didn’t get a chance to enjoy my time in there so I really cannot comment, I hate the first boss who requires you spend the entire fight running in a circle….what a stupid fight for people that need actually cast….stupid….
The last boss in this place, I SWEAR!! did different things when I went in…so I am assuming there is a random element to it..it may help if I actually read the dungeon journal – I might do that tonight :p I liked this instance, the litle elemental things are in it They are awesome! Bad image but you know which creatures I am talking about.
I have been taking great care to read things and just enjoy the small things that are always in the game but generally missed out on.
A guildie also found one later that said something along the lines of scratching their botom they sniffed their finger and will never do it again. I must try and track it down, it was funny I liked the Hozen, not as annoying as JaJa binks but almost!
I am having massive bag space issues as the gear I am getting all looks so awesome, I am wanting to keep it, but my void storage is completely full, so is my bank and my only options now are to go through and delete any double ups of gear – like for my tier 13 stuff I have duplicate LFR pieces that I was using for PVP etc…I can get rid of them now and that may free up some space, but for the few pieces that will get rid of, I have already gotten quite a few novelty items from quests that I can’t bear to part with like my puntable marmot. So transmog is an issue. I am a fully fledged addict. I want to enter more competitions! LOL
I am having issues with my mage – my damage seems to be crap. I tried frost with no luck – I was struggling to get the hang of it, and am now trying fire. I seem to spend far too long killing one mob, my normal spells are hitting for less than 20k (they used to hit for almost 30k and up to 50k for a crit) - I have to investigate what changes were made, was the damage output reduced for everyone or are the mobs just that much harder to kill? I am feeling quite distraught about it. Fire is still RNG, although I enjoy the playstyle, I was barely doing 14k on some fights and others I was hitting just over 23k….which in my mind is pathetic. If I get a chance over the next couple of nights I will start my investigations, this will be an easy fix once I figure it out I am sure.
Overall, I am enjoying myself! I can’t wait to get to 90!
